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Thursday, January 15, 2009
5:35 PM
damn damn damn damn...i rlly dont like being caught in between manz..i have not been attending the co practice in aj for like..almost the whole of the holiday. first coz of all the trips to batam and penang. that took up almost a quarter of my holiday. i also want to enjoy!! its like after all the studying during o's i dont get to stay at home and slack or go out and play but i hv to return to CO practice??!! the world's insane. so i've been skipping until lately after o's results were released, they told me to "pay attention to my attendance". whoa...going to these practices before sch reopens does not add to my achievements in A lvl cert rite? so wads the point?

and!! they didnt tell me normally when's co practise until only recently, i learnt that sectionals is every wed -.- wth..can tell me earlier so that i can keep my weds free rite!! i didnt know!! no wonder all the stuff i arrange always clash with their practices! so im going to make up for the lack of attendance by going for the rehearsal for CNY and helping them perform for the CNY performance itself (although i think i will not be of much help). iwish i could just ignore them, but i cant.

andirllywanttoquitmywork!imgoingtostopnextweek..like23??srsly,everycnymycuzcometosgorwegomsia.itslikeareuniononceinawhile!evenmyparentstakeleavefrmtheirworkluh!andshedontallowmetoquit.mymumhasbeenbuggingmeforAGES!!itsnotlikeiduwantoworkanotherweekeh!iwouldrllyliketowork1or2daysmorebutjcisalrlikegoingtoreopensoonanditsnotlikeigettoplayduringjc!!eveialsocantworkoneluh!dinnerisallthewayattuas!!howtorushthereevenifiwork??!!iknowitsgonnabehardfortherest,butirllycanthelpit!!imsososososososososorrykay??justfeelsodamnfrustratednow..likethewholethingismyfaultbutimcaughtbtwnnotbeingabletoworkduringCNYandgrumpytryingsohardtopersuademetoworkduringCNYthatitshardtoreject.

thethingisiknowitsjustsohardtosaynobutihavetodoit.feltsotorn.

oh man..rlly ignore everything..i was just damn frustrated with the whole thing. fallen ill recently, again. (maybe this also added up to my frustration) doc said its not the same virus as the last time..so a different virus had visited me! welcome!! went shopping on tues and wed had to go aj in the morn and work in the afternoon. so maybe the whole day schedule aggravated my illness? but its okay. i can and i must recover for CNY..after all the effort i put in to quit my job? (dont get me wrong. didnt quit coz the ppl are not nice. i quit coz i rlly cant make it for CNY).

anw, got some news.
--> ppl who have decided to go poly, if you're looking for a job and u cant find any, mine's still available until they find someone. best if u can do during CNY's 3rd day onwards? but of course not everyday. insane -.- let me know ASAP in case they found someone early and there's no more vacancies left?? thx..

--> AJCO is having a 2nd round of dsa appeal but its after the posting results are released. if you're interested in the the appeal, pls let me noe before u submit yr JAE form k? its important. thanks.

Monday, January 12, 2009
11:31 AM
ahh!! its like 2 1/2 hrs before we're going to get our results!! so really scary!! although i alr hv dsa, the results still matters to me!!

its like wad if relatives ask about the results during CNY?? im not gonna say that i broke the record and hv 8C's which is luckier than hitting jackpot rite??!! ridiculous...but im more worried about my eng=/ i did rlly bad..

zz..forget about that..must pray now!! amitofoamitofo

hmm...i havent got any CNY clothes yet!! really must shop for it! best time to do it after o's :D got all the time in the world!! loll...and i just realised i forgot alot of basic math..cant seem to help my sis with her work!! must go study again...just dont ask me to retake my o's!! thats like going back to hell!!

haha...gotta eat my lunch now (although i do not hv any appetite for food now)! update after i got the results, if i hv the mood to *crosses fingers*

--> hey! anyone thinking of going poly and would like to work till poly starts?? let me know kayy?? THANKS (:

-->another thing. AJCO is having an appeal on 14jan, wed 10am. if u rlly want to get to AJ and you've not met the academic criteria, u can try for the appeal :D

ALL THE BEST!!