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Saturday, July 19, 2008
7:51 PM
the reality is just so hurtful....

facts that i just cant accept are appearing in front of my eyes. but those are true. the harsh truths. something that no one can deny. maybe thats just part and parcel of life that we have to face in the coming years. so just live with it. even if they are really negative, i shall just admit that. nope, im not going to deny the negatives about me, im just gonna work hard to change those negatives to positives (: i dont know about others. dont know if they, too, are working hard to do that, but for me, i'll do just that. change myself into a better me (:

anyway (machi's line), some news these days...BIG NEWS!! IM GOING TO FLUNK ALL THE TESTS THIS WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!

just kidding...that wasnt supposed to be the news. the news is, i've been accepted by AJC through their DSA! LOL....so wierd...i rlly think that i did badly for all the interviews and audition. i even talked crap and contradicted myself ALOT during the 2nd interview in the meeting room ( as huishan said). so i dont know hopw i managed to get in. and NOW! i dont know whether its something to celebrate about or to sob over.... i am now faced with the difficulty of deciding whether to accept the offer. some advised me not to, my parents were supportive though. some just asked me to go for it! but wad if i face too much pressure and commit suicide!! okay...its worse than hell here...so i think commiting suicide is not a bad idea after all!
but if its not for christina, i wouldnt have taken part in the dsa at all...she encouraged me alot throughout the whole thing and i pulled through it all. so a rlly big THANKS!!

ANYWAY, im not going to think about it until they send me the letter of acceptance. now, racial harmony day! it is to promote social cohesion by allowing people of different races to bond together. it is a day where people from different cultures get to understand each other's cultures more and strengthen the bonds between races. the government have also realised the importance of peace in the different races and religions because a casual racist remark may spark off unwanted riots! so...............................i am trying to BOND SINGAPORE!!! hahaha...not funny..

i have vietnam costume, but its super tight...i dont dare to wear la...LOL...i know there will be lots of ppl wearing this time!! hahas...going to be a week with tests again. and im going to hate fridays again...SIGH~~

take care of yr health ppl!! dont fall sick!! i wont take care of you!! LOL!! jkjk...BB!!